Last updated on April 22nd,1999
Copyright (C) 1998/1999 by Nada AbiSamra.
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LOVE ,
I think that happiness , my love, is ephemeral , like the flowers
that fade . This love that I have for you takes my soul to the end of the
night. Sometimes , I am afraid of you , I am afraid of loving you forever
,without an end . I am afraid of my youth that is running away from
me .
We all need love , some people find it in God , others in
their parents , some in their friends , others in the “Me” and others in
YOU .
Do you believe that we are made for each other ?
Everyone is made as he is and each one thinks as he can and
goes on his road till he reaches the place of destiny where
hands are joined . Yet , I see myself asleep one nice day or
maybe one night , by a lake ,where suddenly , coming from nowhere
, a black eagle slowly unfolded its wings . I saw it close to me
, with a second sound of wings , the bird settled down , it has the
eye color of the sky , on its forehead was sparkling a blue
diamond , with its beak , the bird touched my cheek in my hand it slid
its neck . That is when I knew it , arising from the past , it came back
to me , returning from the former land , it was you , my only
love .
You fill my soul with your love for me , even without showing
it .
I will make of you a doll and you will abide by my laws . You will
be a doll made for my happiness and you will grow up in my hands .
To please you , I will do anything you want ; I will come to you
like a puppet , romantic and tender ,which cries and laughs at the bottom
of your bed . I can also be a guardian –angel , I will become
your guide in life , I will be your invisible companion for , is
it good to live alone ? Or is it useful to unveil my heart if I
do not have somebody listening to me ? You see , we put our innocence
in the balance when we give ourselves to a person of experience .
If one day I am a part of the past , be sure that it was a love of holidays , a story without tomorrow but which we remember, the eyes full of grief . Even if you drown in the crowd of people , I will always hear your voice . If you just know how I love you ! It is a love of legends , but suddenly , an unexpected trip came to take you with a blow of ambiguity . The rest of love or friendship has taken you like a boat heading abroad .
Do you remember my first shiver of love ?
I was , I am and I will be a man of the night who never gives his
heart to anyone , who never shows his tears to anybody .
I want to erase the memory of yesterday , but alone in front
of my mirror , no one could understand what I have in my heart : life without
you is a loss .
I do not like to force people to love me , that is why you have
the liberty to do whatever you want and return whenever you feel it is
time to ( isn’t love looking for the happiness of others ! ) for
I will wait for you till the end of times ; yet , it is a sorrow in my
heart .
Years are neither you nor me and nights do not exist anymore
, for love is an artist and I am on the list and my heart is in the rink
( I am on the list of the artist who is ready to take me to the rink where
I shall die ) .
It is in your tears that I exist my love .
What do people want from us ? If I were an angel and you were
the wizzard of Oz , tell me , what could it change ?
This life without a story is worse than a black hole . Come ! after
this black hole there are the stars . Just like before , never away
from you .
Let me dream so I can fly higher to see the world of the bird .
Let me dream my way , break my heart for you .
Let me climb to the stars , and if I fall down , hold out
your hands and tell me :” You can count on me ! “
Let me go , but tell me that you love me without retaining
me too much .
Even if everything is against us , even if we never reach the
peak of our hopes , there is still something in us that is stronger and
more powerful than everything in this world : it is the little love we
shared in a short time in this brief life .
Please , take me to the world of wonders and leave me there .
Tell me , does Eternal Love exist ?!